Why kill yourself?
A COWARD DIES MANY TIMES BEFORE HIS DEATH BUT THE REAL COWARD IS THE ONE WHO TAKES HIS LIFE; BY PRINCESSWEALTH ADEGBITE.
When you wake up from your slumber to see the storm of life rising beyond your control, with its fingers wrapped around you and there’s non to help, thoughts will sure come running in acting as that hidden strength which you never knew existed, but then one thought is all you need to get help or to go with the storm, how then can you recognize the true voice of help?
The voice of help within, will always whisper with a soft, tender and yet firm question, asking “why kill yourself”? but because this voice comes from the soul deep within the mind, even if it screams your ear is become deafened by the loud screaming of the body which is directly influenced by the world and its polluted air where all manner of negativity keeps flying from one zone to another attracting more and more of weird wicked happenings to it, all of that clusters, chanting and banging is way too loud for you to hear the quiet voice of solace and peace within screaming at its peak, why kill yourself?
We can run, run very far from our weaknesses and problem, but the truth still remains, that those problems awaits us even in death, what you left unsolved hangs on to your soul and spirit for you are solely the architect of your life, remember your soul lives on, that you cannot kill nor cage, its free as a bird pending divine judgment. Ever tried dodging a task? You did all that is within your power to avoid it, but then every corner you turn, you find that same task right in front of you as a reminder of what you must do, there are tasks that we can never run from, and one of such task is living, yes! Living is a task that is right there and will always be each day you awake, you owe yourself to live, problems are mere ingredients of life, the more you conquer them the sweeter and more meaningful life becomes to you, just like the condiment, some are sweet, some bitter and others soured while some have got no taste nor significance at all, but the truth be told, the bitters ones are healthier and of great benefit to us all.
We are creative beings with dominion, we are able to use our mind and head to think, figure out great solutions to the world’s problems, what on earth will make you less unique? Less human or less creative? Nothing but you and you alone, so why squeeze life out of yourself for problems that you are capable of solving, solving by giving it time, for time heals all wound and restores all that is lost, you can shut out the voice of the world by opening yourself up to your soul and spirit, you are a god and deep within you, greatness, strength, wealth and all you need to thrive lies there awaiting your visitation, why take your life? When you aren’t even sure of where that will lead you, there’s no victory in death, no happiness nor joy, nor great friends there, you are only left with the works of your heart, mind, body and soul, even your body sure deserts you returning to its abode the sands, your spirit wanders off to some place pending judgment. My dear! You owe yourself to live.
She screamed aaaaah, over my dead body will I let her take my boyfriend, she ran so fast that people around couldn’t catch up with her, she had the energy of a tiger and was ready to prove to the people she loved her boyfriend to stupor, well! Her action was only that of foolery as she was swift and quick to swallow every drop of poisonous liquid in the bottle behind their house, after that she smiled saying, now he knows he can never dump me, ho ho ! She was rushed to the hospital but before she could be attended to, she had given up the ghost, maybe to hunt the living boy, whom at the time had no idea what had happened or maybe she didn’t know her action was capable of taking her life, the answer to that I do not know, but one thing is clear, the boy is alive and definitely married to some Lady who stayed brave enough despite heartbreaks to be alive. Did she fight a good fight?
He walked out of his office sweating profusely, his thoughts ran far and wide, all negatives that one couldn’t dare imagine was all that dominated his mind, my job gone, the house must be vacated, my wife has threatened to leave, the kids I can no longer take care of, as their mum said to me this morning, “Tade, these two children don’t belong to you, so they will have to go with me once I am set to leave your house and that will be today before you get back from work” hmmm
Life gets a bit unfair sometimes right?
But the truth is, whatever comes to one, is what such one is capable of handling, you are greater, stronger and able to handle life failures and betrayals, if first you take your eyes off the situation and problem, fixing it on the supernatural, that greater power which is GOD, in every situation and time, HE is right there with you “for yee are gods cos yee are sons and daughters of God”. Tade knew that because he had great relationship with his creator and didn’t see prayer as a sheer waste of time nor as the effect of placebo in medicine, but recognized prayer as a means of communication with the great I AM THAT IAM, knowing that within the I am, is he Tade hidden, therefore when the whole world comes crumbling down on him, he has got a greater shoulder to weather the storms of life, throwing them to the abyss for the one within is far too stronger.
Tade got into his car, turned on the ignition and began to blast the Steve Crown’s song titled “you are great”. He sang so loud with tears in his eyes, that passer bys were wondering what could be wrong; some assumed he won a jackpot others just nodded in pity and walked on. He arrived home to meet an empty house with a letter on the center table saying.
Sorry it had to end this way, you are a great guy, wonderful father and a good husband, but my secret had been hunting me for years, reason I decided to leave your house and life today, the kids belong to your boss, you remember how I use to go to him to plead for your employment, one thing led to another and we began to date. I am very sorry and I wish you all the best, as for the company house, you can be there pending when you get somewhere else to stay.
Hmmm, all he heard was an explosion, a bomb or something like that went off in his head, he fell to the ground and wept, where have I gone wrong? But my dear, at times, one doesn’t have to go wrong for things to go upside down, there are things we as human cannot explain, like someone betraying you, you never have control over how people choose to treat you, but you do have full control how you respond to treatment dished out to you by others.
He cried and began to speak in tongues, he spoke till the tongues wouldn’t move again, it is over, I have lost all, what then is left, why live? He asked himself but then a voice whispered saying why kill yourself? Yes, why take your precious life because of someone who saw no good in you? Someone who betrayed your trust and broke the marital vow you held so strong, someone who doesn’t care one bit about you? She obviously let you to die and the only true and sure victory will be for you to live, the voice beckoned on him to get up, wipe your tears, go to your parents, pastor or good friends, go air your feelings, cry if you must but then live above what pulled you down.
Tade listened to the good voice, he knew he had more goodies ahead of him, he got up and mixed with great minds, some felt genuinely concerned and some didn’t, but in the end, he got a good and better job, he met a pretty, god fearing lady and they fell in love, Tade is no married with 4 kids, double twins this time he got a DNA confirmation. Lol .
His past is gone and totally wiped off because he chose to listen to the good voice, many who commit suicide die just before their breakthrough and manifestation because to them its totally over even before it begins. Be like Tade, live above your fears and sorrow!
That divorce is not the end of the world.
That setback is only but an opportunity for a comeback.
That layoff is not the end but a fresh opening for you to explore the world of success.
If they don’t like you, know it’s because you have got something they don’t have, not because you are a no-good.
Whenever you find yourself in the midst of those who don’t like you, my dear be brave enough to let them be, walk away for there are loads of people who love you and are eagerly waiting for your manifestation.
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NEVER CONTEMPLATE KILLING YOUSELF,NEVER EVER TALK DOWN ANYONE AS YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY MIGHT BE GOING THROUGH. LIVE YOUR LIVE, IRRESPECTIVE OF WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, IT’S ONLY A PHASE THAT WILL SOON PASS. GOD BLESS YOU.
Why kill yourself?